Thursday, October 20, 2005

Friends & Fiends

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Friends

Query: When do I stop?

Its only natural, some say evolutionary to culture and self growth and awareness. Ohers are would say "Shit Happens". I think the overall philosophy is to just learn to live with it and let go.
Living with it, I'm okay.
Letting go, I need work.

Not so much fiends but relegated back to acquaintances and strangers (tres harsh).

So how much do I try "To want a Friend, Be a Friend"? Maybe I'm not so good at subtle hints. Maybe lack of communication isn't necessarily accidental.

I understand life and circumstance changes priorities, friendships and schedules. But I try to make time nonetheless I feel are central to my life at the moment. So when fewer and fewer respond, do I take it as a sign to move on? I being melodramatic I know. The little voice in my mind still tells me to go ahead and attempt to reconnect with people who've apparently moved on from me.

Bah!, I think I've probably just answered my own question.
I'll have just let them be. If they contact me in return, great; if not, sucks to be me.

Now if only I could satisfy this annoying frustration with sex.
Any takers?

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