Dramatism and Guys

Generic Rambling

Like all things in life - mundaneity starts to settle in at some point.

All motion seems to grind to a slow agonizing halt. Its still moving but so slowly, its rather seems like a death masque. Death ... getting rather familiar as well. But I shan't delight this entry with some wonderfully morbid recounts.

In fact, before I launch into some inane irrelevant to my personal life ramblings - allow me to gripe about my romantic life.
Its SEVERELY LACKING!

Someone DATE ME NOW!

((clears throat)) A-hem ...
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GuyWatch

Always my idol, Wang Lee Hom.
This is this month honorary mention. Oh yea, its from his latest album. Way Mucho Uber Cuteness!

I've been noticing more of Westlife's Nicky.
Really ... I have!

I don't normally - ok, so I don't like boybands and the follow-up growth spurts they go through but I seem to be noticing more and more of this relatively 'less-popular' member of Westlife.
I absolutely adore his 'ruffed' up look. Kinda scruffy and absolutely delicious!
Aurrrrgh! *rowr! He ain't no pretty boy!

In fact, as the rest of the band starts showing the reality of aging, Nicky is growing into his sense of manly yumminess! Well, there's Mark of course whose gay gene keep his eternally twinkie (I mean young of course!).
Oh yea, I like him in his short scruffy hair.
NOT the long locks, clean shaven look! So not the man!
Check him out if you havent in the new Vids!
You Raise Me Up: (October 2005)
When You Tell Me That You Love Me: (December 2005)


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Drama

So I'm getting a handle on things, somewhat. Besides having to face the fact I can't go about doing everything I want and having already accepted the fact, I'll never have anything I want - I'm decidedly or much to my chagrin, complacently moderated. I would say content but that means a certain flat standard of murky happiness. I'm not even breaking surface.

Maybe I do need more drama?
Is that what most gay guys crave anyways? :/

Maybe I should take pointers from QAF. I sitll havent seen anything from that television series but I hear a lot about it from the gayvine. *ponders ...