Music Short Shots
Music
I really really wanna get the Lo Millions! CD
Been listening to Adam Cohen since his solo albums, long before anyone has even heard of him in this country 'o mine! I've been spreading the good voice since then and now with Lo Millions - they shall ALL KNOW!
Also want Hoobastank.
Coz the music is hot and the lead singer is hunkalicious.
Loving the BSB 'Crawling back to you' - very very ... personal for me.
Alanis Morrisette! Yea! - Crazy cover is Fa-Bu-Lous!
Grudingly, tho' I'm no Lohan Fan; Confessions of a Broken Heart is ... divine!
No seriously. I don't really like her, her promo or anything but I love the song!
Dramatism and Guys
Generic Rambling
Like all things in life - mundaneity starts to settle in at some point.
All motion seems to grind to a slow agonizing halt. Its still moving but so slowly, its rather seems like a death masque. Death ... getting rather familiar as well. But I shan't delight this entry with some wonderfully morbid recounts.
In fact, before I launch into some inane irrelevant to my personal life ramblings - allow me to gripe about my romantic life.
Its SEVERELY LACKING!
Someone DATE ME NOW!
((clears throat)) A-hem ...
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GuyWatch
Always my idol, Wang Lee Hom.
This is this month honorary mention. Oh yea, its from his latest album. Way Mucho Uber Cuteness!
I've been noticing more of Westlife's Nicky.
Really ... I have!
I don't normally - ok, so I don't like boybands and the follow-up growth spurts they go through but I seem to be noticing more and more of this relatively 'less-popular' member of Westlife.
I absolutely adore his 'ruffed' up look. Kinda scruffy and absolutely delicious!
Aurrrrgh! *rowr! He ain't no pretty boy!
In fact, as the rest of the band starts showing the reality of aging, Nicky is growing into his sense of manly yumminess! Well, there's Mark of course whose gay gene keep his eternally twinkie (I mean young of course!).
Oh yea, I like him in his short scruffy hair.
NOT the long locks, clean shaven look! So not the man!
Check him out if you havent in the new Vids!
You Raise Me Up: (October 2005)
When You Tell Me That You Love Me: (December 2005)
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Drama
So I'm getting a handle on things, somewhat. Besides having to face the fact I can't go about doing everything I want and having already accepted the fact, I'll never have anything I want - I'm decidedly or much to my chagrin, complacently moderated. I would say content but that means a certain flat standard of murky happiness. I'm not even breaking surface.
Maybe I do need more drama?
Is that what most gay guys crave anyways? :/
Maybe I should take pointers from QAF. I sitll havent seen anything from that television series but I hear a lot about it from the gayvine. *ponders ...
The New Year Begins
2006: I will now use a new format to better organize my ramblings.
Work
Its has slowed down a bit. No complaints really. But it should pick up again closer to Chinese New year in approximately a weeks time. Then after that, it'll die down again. Ar least for the designing portion, coz there's lots of events and launches lined up after Chinese New year - sigh.
Gym
Hopefully getting consistent with my attendance. If nothing else I SHOULD be going at least 3 times a week, come hell and high snow! I really want to see some changes in my body before it betrays me inevitably.
On the other hand, I really really would like a workout buddy and someone to go with me (mutual support is a fantastic motivator).
E.Q
Feeling really depressed and angry at the same time, the simmering sort of angry. I know I shouldn't and its in the past - it should SO be behind me. But I I can't help feeling just a little pissed and sad finding out that my ex was dating someone right after (or during - if not was waiting to date someone), the minute we broke up. :( I could try and get the whole story but that'll just be digging up stuff unecessary, I should really really really move on.
But at the very least I'm happy that he's Happier than he was with me. After all, he meant no offense by mentioning to me he's a lot happier with his new guy than he was with me. None at all ...
Death
My Aunt (Fathers side) passed away just a couple of hours ago.
There's been a lot more deaths and funerals I've been acquainted to in the last few years. But thats life I suppose, though it seems not to bode well for the rest of the year. Its getting way too familiar. Once to twice a year can be taxing for the soul.
Not a good way to start of the new year.
Romance
Little of it, much less in severe withdrawal.
Had 2 horrible - technically ONE horrible date. The other one was a botched attempt at a semblance of a date.
On the other hand, I had a real nice time meeting up impromptu with this guy in USJ a couple of nights ago. Nice guy, lives in USJ as well. :D Yea! Also planning to meet up with my ex's current work colleague (grinz).
Been trying to call up some contacts from the rest of the year but my timing stinks and I can't seem to catch them and them me on a free day / night.
Its all rather ... messed up in a manner unbecoming of worth.
Wishes
All the best for Adjay on finding a KICK ASS job this coming year - to Dann, that his stint in Azizul plays out to be a might profitable one, Vince, another year of domestic bliss with Brian. Priya - EMAIL! and dish out the details of the many things and events you keep hinting about! Yes, I use email now!
Boon Ying - Get a better paying job than yer DTP stint, ya deserve it, all the best!
